yeah, what she said...

so the other day my sister wrote about how dreams are so for real on her blog. she said she felt guilty when she woke up for talking to an ex-boyfriend in a dream. i thought it to be hogwarsh at first, but i experienced this phenomenon firsthand. the last person i dated before allison (my girlfriend) was a girl named carrie. this was a bad relationship from the get-go, so there have always been bad feelings there. in this dream, carrie came up to me and hugged me. i thought it was allison at first because in the dream she was allison's height. i hugged her back and then pulled away a little bit to find myself staring in the face of my ex. i quickly pushed her off and profanely asked her what she was doing. when i woke up, i felt so freakin guilty that i was in a weird mood all day long. i finally confessed to allison and everything was a. o. k. very weird.

sing song is this weekend. i'll be glad to get my life back afterwards. i think i need to find another job. right now i'm an intramural ref, but when there are no sports going on it's kind of hard to convince the establishment to give me money. maybe i can start some small investments. you know, like desert storm trading cards or something. i hear the "night vision goggles" card is up to about $3.75 now.